„Black or Green?“
Crichton was obviously excited. Pilot had just announced that a pod was approaching them and Crais had answered the comm, confirming it was the Talyn crew.
Aeryn…I’ll see Aeryn again…
D’Argo looked back at him. “Black, it suits you better, although it makes you look like a frelling peacekeeper!”
Crichton grinned back at him. “Me, a peacekeeper? Well, peacekeeper chicks are fine with me, so, why not?” He winked.
D’Argo smiled in spite of himself.
“John, why don’t you go down and greet our friends?”
John flashed an excited grin.
“YESSIR!”
And off he ran.
Aeryn…ohmygod...Babe, I missed you so…
The pod had landed and the hatch was open. John was barely able to stand still. His heart was racing.
“We can no more trust you than we can trust that!” Crichton turned around. A black armoured soldier was in the cell with him, obviously exhausted, sitting on a bunk. The alien took its helmet off, a black shining thing that reminded him vaguely of insects. A human girl! God is she beautiful! His heart missed a beat. He smiled and started forward.
First to emerge was Rygel, on his hover chair. They exchanged some banter, but Crichtons mind was off somewhere else, not really listening, not noticing the odd behaviour of the diminutive dominar. Then Crais came. He wore a strange look on his face, at first avoiding looking at John, then sighing, lifted his face up and looked at him. “Hello, Crichton.”
He paused, obviously thinking what to say. Crichton looked over Crais shoulder, some vague fear rumbling in his stomach.
“I need to tell you something, Crichton. It’s about Aeryn and the other you. I don’t know how to prepare you for this…”
Oh, no, no, no. Dear God, they died! This cannot be happening!
John ran up the ramp and into the pod, wild fear in his eyes. He expected to see both of them laid on a table in the cargo hold. Adrenalin was rushing through him now, making his hands shake. Then he saw them.
They kissed. Aeryn wore her hair open, flowing around her like a black water cascade. She had a black and grey dress on, something he had never seen her wear before. The other Johns hands were on her hips. Aeryns hands had slid under Johns shirt. They were both smiling, their eyes closed. They didn’t notice him at first. Then, startled, they turned around, seeing him standing in the doorway, tore away from each other,
Complex emotions were visible on his face, subtle, almost not noticeable, except when you knew John the way they did.
Incomprehension, at first. Then shock. Intense jealousy, sadness, jealousy again. Then resignation, helplessness. Sadness. Anger. Self-hatred.
And then, finally, very slowly and even more terrible because it was clearly visible, something died in his eyes. It was, for Aeryn, the most terrible thing she would ever see in her life. Silently, Crichton turned around, and walked away from the pod. Rygel and Crais didn’t say a word, when he disappeared around a bend in the corridor.
Crichton was standing before the great transparent wall, looking at the stars. In his hand was one of the charts he had drawn, of the stars. It was one of the new ones, since his twin had taken the notebook with him.
That is my one constant. It’s you, Aeryn.
Someone came up behind him. Crichton didn’t need to turn around to know who was there. He would recognize that smell everywhere.
“Why does your hair smell like that?” “Zhaan gave me something.” He smelled her hair again, his eyes closed. “Smells good, I like it”. She smiled, obviously pleased. Then she turned around.” Well, it’s not for you to like.” “What’s it for, then?” “For me to like” “And you don’t like that I like it?” Her eyes were very soft now. His heart was racing, and hers was, too. “Personal indulgences can fracture a small crew.” “Well, I’ll never tell them that you scented your hair.” She smiled, they looked at each other. Then she kissed him, very tenderly, her tongue gently sliding into his mouth.
She spoke first, shattering the silence that hung around him like a blanket.
“Hey!”
Crichton didn’t look at her, still watching the stars.
“Hey.”
Aeryn frowned and came up behind him.
“Hey.”
Crichton turned around. He didn’t look at her directly, at first. Then his face hardened. His normally gentle, compassionate eyes became hard, unfeeling and bitter.
Aeryn took one more step towards him.
“I can’t tell you how sorry I am, Crichton. We didn’t want you to find out like that. That was just meant as a last kiss, before going back to Moya and breaking it to you in a gentle way.”
Crichton didn’t say a word. He just stared at her.
“He almost died, you know. If we hadn’t found that Diagosan, he would have.”
Still, Crichton didn’t respond. But she could see that his hands formed into fists, clenching uncontrolled at his side.
“He’s devastated, Crichton. He told me, not to go to you, to give you some time first. But I know better. I know you’re going to do something stupid.”
Still only silence.
“Crichton, talk to me. I want to talk.”
At that, he looked up, anger in his eyes.
“And I wanna talk less.”
He left the room. Aeryn watched him go, crushed.
In the middle of the night, Pilot awoke them. John and Aeryn had chosen to sleep in Aeryns quarters. “People, prepare for immediate starburst.”
And a few seconds later, the familiar surge went through the ship, the lines on Moya hull flaring up, and the great leviathan ship lurching forward, into the realm in between.
D’Argos voice came on over the Comm.
“Pilot, what the Hetzmana made you starburst now? I hope for you we were about to be attacked, otherwise you’re in a lot of Dren. I knocked my head on a pillar.”
Pilots face came visible over the monitors. His voice was sad.
“I’m sorry. He, he asked me that, told me I owed him that one. He’s gone”
Pilot didn’t need to explain who was gone, they all knew.
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
Crichton nodded, serious. The woman before him had changed a lot since their last meeting. For one, both of her hands were the same size. And her misshapen, ugly face had changed into that of a strict and intelligent shape.
“I thought you abhorred genetic reconstruction. Remember what it made Nam-Tar. And now you want to try this on yourself?”
Crichton looked at her. He wore a beard now, neat fully trimmed and kempt. His hair was longer, too, now touching his shoulders.
“Yes, I’m sure. I need to change, to adapt fully and to be accepted by them. I need to be someone different, not only in mind but in body. I need a new life. Besides, the change is subtle. You said yourself this doesn’t feel like complete reconstruction, but like acceleration of natural development.”
The woman shrugged. Then she injected the genetic material into his eyeball. She could see the agent spreading, colouring his blue eye in a black mist.
“Make me a Sebacean.”


hmmm...interesting.....


